Serenity in my Solitude

I just want to wallow in it, this feeling of letting you go. In my time alone, I am accepting that you are not and have never been the one for me. This time is different from all the times before that I have walked away, cause this time I mean it. There is finality to this; I feel it in my core. Now I’m just waiting to get through this final stage of letting go completely, understanding, healing and finally moving on. I see now how our lifestyles just don’t match up, how different we are. How we think differently, see the world differently, and in many respects we come from and exist in two very different worlds. Our only true parallel is our employer and our work. If it was not for that, I don’t think we would have ever crossed paths or even noticed each other in the course of our daily lives. We have very little in common; the few things we do share are not enough to sustain a relationship. I wasn’t even comfortable around you, I couldn’t even be myself. We were just all wrong.