Its so funny how different people deal with things so differently. I always saw you as mature, wise beyond your years, but I'm really starting to see how immature you truly are. So I spent this weekend in solitude trying to learn something from my painful experience with you. As much as I want to look at it in a positive light (i.e. b2 helped me get over b1), the reality is I just traded one hurt for another. I was well on my way in getting over b1 and was doing pretty damn good, it was twelve years after all, couldn't have expected myself to get over it overnight --- I certainly didn't need you to come along with all your false promises. You gave me a taste of something I had so dearly missed and my heart had longed for, only to rip it right out from under me again. Now your off in NYC, getting your comfort. Call it woman's intuition but I know exactly why you went and what you are doing there. It just proves to me how immature and disrespectful of a person you are. Hope you have a wonderful time!
P.S. I'm so tempted to burn your bear.
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