anger and hatred

I find that when I am experiencing severe emotional pain, I am much more willing to hate and much less tolerant of those who have wronged me in the past. Its as if all the grudges I've let go of resurface again. If the true judge of character is based on how a person behaves during times of adversity, then I'm clearly not as nice of a person as I like to think I am. I am so annoyed right now by people like CM, ES-G, EO...but mostly ES-G, I just hate that bitch. She is the true meaning of the word bitch; if you were to look up the word in the dictionary, there should be a picture of her right beside that word. ES-G, the big bitch! The first time I ever laid eyes on her name (she used to be just ES) was in an email. I'd never seen her, had no idea who she was. I remember her extremely rude response to a friendly email from a mutual coworker. It was a harmless email, a just-for-fun kinda email. She responded in such a harsh evil way, that I remember distinctly thinking, "who is this bitch?". Later I would meet her, live and in person. Being the nice person that I am (I think I am), I decided not to judge ES by my first introduction to her (the evil bitch email). I decided to let that go. Later ES wouldn't be so kind to me. Later ES would unleash her evil venom. Then ES (now ES-G) would bare a child. Then I would again be a nice person and attempt to look at ES-G as a "mother", but you know what she's just an EVIL BITCH. That poor kid!