Babie

I've neglected you, my little ball of fuzzy fur. You are my truest of friends and you are always so happy to see me walk through the door. I vow from this day forward to give you more attention, to teach you not to bark at strangers, to take you out for long walks in the park and watch you hop around like a little bunny. I love you my dear little friend.

When life gives you lemons, get a haircut!

The last few weeks of my life have been filled with disappointments, stress, anxiety, backstabbing and bullshit. Its come at me from all directions, work, love life, condo, friends, great ones, crappy ones...of course, I have been down....who wouldn't be!!

But its time to start turning things around. There's always going to be the EGS's and the CM's, the BE's of this world. I turn my back to you and I say fuck off! You're blocked and done.

So, on to the fabulous life of me....and my new haircut, options displayed.

Loyalty

I remember long ago when I rented the place in Florida and the girl in
the office was rude to me. You went in there to straighten things
out. She told you that I had called her a bitch. Your response to
her, " well, you must have done something to deserve it." Best
response ever! You had my back, no matter what. Maybe I should'nt
have called her a bitch, maybe I could have handlled it better but no
matter, your loyalty remained with me. Thanks for that. I'll always
remember that. Loyalty like that is hard to come by these days. It
doesn't take much for people to forget the nice things you've done, or the times you've gone out of your way. Seems these days
people forget kindness quickly and are just as quick to turn
against you.

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anger and hatred

I find that when I am experiencing severe emotional pain, I am much more willing to hate and much less tolerant of those who have wronged me in the past. Its as if all the grudges I've let go of resurface again. If the true judge of character is based on how a person behaves during times of adversity, then I'm clearly not as nice of a person as I like to think I am. I am so annoyed right now by people like CM, ES-G, EO...but mostly ES-G, I just hate that bitch. She is the true meaning of the word bitch; if you were to look up the word in the dictionary, there should be a picture of her right beside that word. ES-G, the big bitch! The first time I ever laid eyes on her name (she used to be just ES) was in an email. I'd never seen her, had no idea who she was. I remember her extremely rude response to a friendly email from a mutual coworker. It was a harmless email, a just-for-fun kinda email. She responded in such a harsh evil way, that I remember distinctly thinking, "who is this bitch?". Later I would meet her, live and in person. Being the nice person that I am (I think I am), I decided not to judge ES by my first introduction to her (the evil bitch email). I decided to let that go. Later ES wouldn't be so kind to me. Later ES would unleash her evil venom. Then ES (now ES-G) would bare a child. Then I would again be a nice person and attempt to look at ES-G as a "mother", but you know what she's just an EVIL BITCH. That poor kid!

this is so cool

test test test

I'm testing a new feature

men with kids, need not apply

It took me a really, really long time to come to this conclusion....I don't want to date anyone who has kids. I tried oh so hard to be fair or what I thought was being "fair"....I thought "I should give you a chance if you have a kid", "I shouldn't write you off, if you have a kid", "I might miss out on a great guy, if I rule out men with kids". But the "ugly" truth is I don't want a kid right now, and that means that anyone who has kids is just not for me. Plus the man in question (the one with the kids) I was never attracted to in the first place. He's a nice guy, at least what I know of him (after the "lies, sex and cello" incident, I trust no one). But whatever, bottom line is I DON'T WANT KIDS, so if you got kids.............NEXT!! (When I am ready for dating again that is, cause I'm not ready right now, the LSC incident is still too fresh)

truth will set you free

For a very long time, I was under your spell. Did what you wanted, obeyed, allowed you to control me. Well, the bubble has burst and now I'm done with all that. Its time to reveal to the world what type of scum you truly are. You cheated, you lied, you manipulated. Now she knows the truth and I am so glad. I am sorry that I was apart of your games, and that I allowed you to play me the way you did. But I am oh so happy now that she knows and she no longer speaks to you, its EXACTLY what you deserve, if not more. If there weren't laws against it, I would spit in your face and kick you right where it counts. But I can't. So instead I will laugh at you. Are you sad cause your precious hates you? Can you hear that? Yeah, its the sound of the world's smallest cello playing just for you! Maybe if you were a stand up guy, none of this would have happened. Maybe if you were mature, none of this would have happened. If you had any morals or values, none of this would have happened. I'm sure you have concocted a story to tell, one that makes me look like the bad one, perhaps I tricked you, or entrapped you, or tripped and fell on your d*ck. Hahaha!! I'm sure you have quit a story to tell. Doesn't matter asshole, cause those who are important to me, know the truth. You should be ashamed of yourself. I hope you are crying yourself to sleep at night, cause that is what you deserve. I've been accused of a few things in my life, but being unfair/unjust is not one of them. I am very fair, and very just and I am certain you deserve any emotional pain you are in at the moment. Maybe this world is fair after all!!