Sunday, November 23, 2008

Sunday Indulgence



After spending a few hours watching the Thanksgiving specials on the Food Network, I had an intense craving for Indian pudding. I've never had it, but it looked like something I would really enjoy. Here is the recipe I decided to follow after a little online research. I added a few of my own modifications and I am happy to report that it turned out delightful.

Femme Fetale Boston's Indian Pudding Recipe:
2-1/2 cups whole milk
3 Tbsp. cornmeal (yellow)
1/2 cup molasses (dark)
2 Tbsp. butter
2 eggs
1/2 tsp. ground cinnamon
1/4 tsp. ground nutmeg
2 Tbsp. brown sugar
1 tsp. vanilla extract
pinch of salt

Set oven to 300 degrees F.

Pour milk into medium-large saucepan and heat over medium-high heat just until milk is scalding (tiny bubbles will appear around the edge). Watch carefully so milk does not boil.

Add cornmeal, one Tbsp. at a time, stirring after each addition to prevent lumps from forming. Add molasses and butter. Reduce heat under saucepan to low and cook mixture 10-15 minutes, stirring frequently, until thickened. (Tip: You want it still pouring consistency and not as thick as instant pudding.)

In a medium-size mixing bowl, beat eggs with a wire whisk. Add cinammon, nutmeg, vanilla extract, brown sugar and salt. Whisk. Add this mixture to your saucepan slowly as not to cook eggs with the hot mix.
Butter a one-quart casserole dish or other deep baking dish. Pour mix into casserole dish and bake at 300 degrees F for 45 minutes.

Serve Indian pudding warm. Traditionally, heavy cream is poured over the top, however I chose a scoop of vanilla bean ice-cream.

Enjoy!

Friday, November 21, 2008

Uneventful November

This month was spent working, many, many long hours. The strange thing is that I enjoyed it. I became engrossed in it and it gave me a break from everything and everyone, including a break from my own thoughts and emotions. I was just living each day with a goal in mind, to finish as much work as I could for the day. Driven, determined, goal-oriented and focused. This felt so much more like me, I felt more like myself than I have in a long time. It was good for me in many ways. Oh, one thing to note about November, the cold has reminded me how much I love red wine in the winter. My new favorite, shiraz. Nothing like a glass of shiraz to take the shivers away and finish off the day.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

New rules to live by written in stone (figuratively speaking)
1. Don’t discuss or inquire about b2 (who gives a shit!)
2. Never call b1, ever, for any reason
3. Cut C out of my life as much as possible
4. Trust gut feeling
5. Don’t react emotionally (think think first)